“…what’s wrong with me…”

According to a quick search of the internet - nothing.
One of the quick reads ended with “everyone is wired differently”. (Which I read as “everyone is weird differently”.)

I have a younger brother who, along with his wife, have always been into the dark stuff, they even own a hearse. I used to not watch these sort of shows at all and wondered what they enjoyed so much about it. I still don’t know, but for me I think a part of the why I do now is because I’ve run out of options (I watch way too much tv). And as long as there’s a likeable character or two (and there isn’t more gore than story) I’ll invite them into my home. Which is maybe what watching tv is all about. Ersatz socialization. And escape from reality. Both being quite handy right about now.

“According to a quick search of the internet - nothing.”

Well, that’s a relief. The internet don’t lie!

Thanks for all you shared. Made me think of “Harold and Maude” (one of my all-time favorite movies… I should give it another watch). And yeah, I think you’re right… an escape…

Harold and Maude - yess!
One of my favorites too.
Peak Cat Stevens.